Nearly 2 years since i wrote here..


The band is doing great. We're gonna be touring this year which should be awesome. www.myspace.com/gogobronco

I have a job as a webdesigner at onedesignstudio.

I'm trying my hardest to be happy.

Right so i thought it's about time I wrote a new blog/journal cause the other one is well, a little bit old now so some answers dont apply.( that applies to the dA people) So what do I have to say? Well, where to start. Today my sister left to go back to her life in the UK Things should be a bit different now. Ya well that's life hey.



You know it's that time of the semester we all love where they give us all the tests etc. all at once. although I have yet to actually learn for any test so far.. and ive written at least one for each subject. To be honest I just don't care right now. This is quite unlike me, I'm not sure whats up. Ive passed 1 fine so I hope when I get my other marks I did fine in them too.



You know, I'm just so sick and tired of hoping for something and having it mess up, when it doesn't really need to. It's always out of my control which is so frustrating. I



For those who know my mom is ok and back at home now Yaaay. A bit "disorientated" but I'm sure that will pass with time.

You know recently I realize what a waste last year was for me. The people I hung out with I knew I didn't get along well with but I only hung out with them because I knew them. I didn't talk much because I didn't have all have much in common with them so it became harder to meet people but a few months ago things changed and I seem to be a bit happier.. or something, I dunno.

Speaking of which, I've met a number of new people lately, a couple of funny/cool guys from around.

Also, I "met" someone recently who I think is really amazing. That makes me happpyyyyyyy. Although..ya. I wont go into detail.

That reminds me, I cut my hair recently, from down past my chin to around my eyes (to give yous an idea) and then dyed it red and black. I think it's better <3 I should redo the red sometime too *thinks*



Today I drove through the middle of Durban for something and it was so depressing Seriously though, I came out of there feeling like crap, cause I went through some real dodgy areas :S Just shows how I'm so used to my own little world.



I never went to the Metallica concert and I don't think im gonna be able to go to Splashy Fen either. How sad am i? grrr

And oh my, I have soooooooo much new music I am muchies happys like the new UnderOath , Katatonia and muchies more its at least 1500 songs me thinks. Yaaaaaaaaay.



It almost holidays soon. And ive only been back at college for just over a month.



Well I hope all this stuff sorts itself out.





Seeing as how i have soooo muchness of new musics i'm listening to everything

Although a song i'm really into at the moment is From First To Last - Ride The Wings Of Pestilence

----------TRY AND TYPE YOUR NAME WITH------
FINGERS: Sheldon
CHIN: sheldon
ONE FINGER WITH EYES CLOSED: shekfin
CHEEK: xzbndf,ck
ELBOW: sheldonm

-----------DESCRIBE----------

-- YOUR HERITAGE: Somewhere in Europe
-- THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: I havn't put any shoes on yet
-- YOUR EYES: Brown
-- YOUR WEAKNESS: I'm not gonna tell you!
-- YOUR FEARS: drowning,
-- ONE THING YOU'D LIKE TO ACHIEVE: Live in Europe
-----------------STATISTICS------------------

-- NAME: Sheldon Lotter
-- ALIAS: Shelds/Sheldy/Sheldie
-- BIRTHDATE: 25 May 1987
-- BIRTHPLACE: Durban
-- BIRTHTIME: 10.15am
-- GENDER: Male
-- ANGEL: I'm not gonna tell you.
-- BIRTHSTONE: Emerald
-- ZODIAC: Gemini
-- PET CATS: None
-- PET DOGS: 1
-- OTHER: Fish
-- ACREAGE OF YARD: I have no idea, it's fairly large though.
-- ROOMS: 4. On of them is mine.
-- BATHROOMS: Three.
-- PHONE #: Im on my 7th phone hehe
-- CITY: Durban
-- STATE: KZN

-----------------WHAT IS------------------

-- YOUR THOUGHTS FIRST WAKING UP: What's the time?
-- THE FIRST FEATURE YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX: It depends on the person.
-- YOUR BEST PHYSICAL FEATURE: I dunno, hair? i like my arms and hands too.
-- YOUR BEDTIME: When i'm tired.
-- YOUR GREATEST ACCOMPLISHMENT: I actually have no idea.
-- YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: Being with my best friend who lives in the UK now

-----------------YOU PREFER------------------

-- PEPSI OR COKE: Neither, I'm not such a big fan of cola but i would take the pepsi.
-- MCDONALD'S OR BURGER KING: I've only had McDonald's so i cant really answer this.. maybe i stick with what i know and say McDonald's anyway. Actually who cares, they are both crap.
-- SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: Depends
-- CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: Depends on what it is.
-- CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: Both
-- ADIDAS OR NIKE: Well.. Brian Anderson is sponsored by nikeSB.. and he's one of my favorite skaters so i guess im gonna have to go with nike on this one.

-----------------DO YOU------------------

-- SMOKE: Sometimes.
-- CUSS: Yes, when i'm irritated.
-- TAKE A SHOWER EVERYDAY: Of course!
-- HAVE A CRUSH(ES): maybe...
-- WHO ARE THEY: im not telling you
-- DO YOU THINK YOU'VE BEEN IN LOVE?: Not sure about this one. Maybe, i don't even know what I consider in love to be at the moment.
-- WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE: I'm already at one.. sorat.. does a uni count?
-- LIKE HIGH SCHOOL: Yeah i did like high school, sure the work and the serious side of it sucks but looking back i can honestly say I have some fond memories.
-- WANT TO GET MARRIED: Yeah I'm sure i would.
-- TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS: What? apparently the right keys are asdf;lkj ... well anyways i use 3 fingers on each hand to type most of the time.
-- GET MOTION SICKNESS: I don't think so.
-- THINK YOU'RE ATTRACTIVE: Sometimes.
-- THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH FREAK: No, but I know that I do eat healthy though. I just don;t obsess over it or anything.
-- GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: My parents - most of the time yeah. Stepdad - I don't see often enough. Stepmother - Not at all.
-- LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: Not for too long though. I love lightning though, it's amazing.
-- PLAY AN INSTRUMENT: Drums for most of my life, Guitar for a few years, i can play a little bass and piano, but i dont actually know much of the technical side..
------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID/HAVE YOU--------------

-- DRANK ALCOHOL: Yups.
-- SMOKE(D): Yups.
-- DONE A DRUG: Nopes.
-- HAVE SEX: Nopes.
-- MADE OUT: Nopes.
-- GO ON A DATE: Nopes.
-- GO TO THE MALL: Nopes. I only go there if i need to get something from a store there.
-- BEEN ON STAGE: Nopes.
-- BEEN DUMPED: Nopes.
-- GONE SKATING: Of course.
-- MADE HOMEMADE COOKIES: Nopes.
-- BEEN IN LOVE: See answer to "-- DO YOU THINK YOU'VE BEEN IN LOVE?:: from the previous section.
-- DYED YOUR HAIR: Nopes.
-- STOLEN ANYTHING: I don't think so.

-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------

-- FLOWN ON A PLANE: Yups.
-- MISSED SCHOOL BECAUSE IT WAS RAINING?: Probably, I think so.. back when there as floods or something.
-- TOLD A GUY/GIRL THAT YOU LIKED THEM?: Yups.
-- CRIED DURING A MOVIE?: When i was smaller, sure.
-- EVER THOUGHT AN ANIMATED CHARACTER WAS HOT: Haha, nah.
-- HAD AN IMAGINARY FRIEND: Nopes.
-- BEEN ON STAGE?: Yup!
-- CUT YOUR HAIR: Yups.
-- HAD CRUSH ON A TEACHER?: Hmm, well i thought that some teachers were pretty or whatever but an actual crush? Nah, i don't think so. Imagine being a teacher and having young boys/girls having crushes on you, that would creep me out.
-- PLAYED A GAME THAT REQUIRED REMOVAL OF CLOTHING?: Yeah.
-- BEEN TRASHED OR EXTREMELY INTOXICATED: Yup!
-- BEEN CAUGHT "DOING SOMETHING": What might this something be? Making food that I'm supposedly not allowed to eat? Then i guess so.
-- BEEN CALLED A TEASE: Not that i know of.
-- GOTTEN BEATEN UP?: Nopes.
-- BEEN IN A FIGHT: Yups.
-- SHOPLIFTED: Yups.
-----------------THE FUTURE------------------

-- AGE YOU HOPE TO BE MARRIED: Not sure.
-- NUMBERS AND NAMES OF CHILDREN: Not sure, i'll think about this later.
-- DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM WEDDING: I would be marrying the girl that would make me happy.
-- HOW DO YOU WANT TO DIE?: Hmmm, hopefully peacefully.
-- WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?: Happy.
--WHAT COUNTRY WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT?: A few in Europe.

-----------------OPPOSITE/SAME SEX--------------

-- BEST EYE COLOR: Blue, Brown, I'm not too fussy actually.
-- BEST HAIR COLOR: Blue and brown/black hair is stunning. But generally, brown/black hair.
-- SHORT OR LONG HAIR: Not too short, but generally long.
-- BEST HEIGHT: Shorter than me maybe.
-- BEST WEIGHT: Slim.
-- BEST FIRST DATE LOCATION: If it's with someone who's worth my time it wouldn't make a difference.
-- BEST FIRST KISS LOCATION: If it's with someone who's worth my time it wouldn't make a difference.

-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------

-- NUMBER OF BOYFRIENDS/GIRLFRIENDS YOU'VE HAD: Umm, not sure really, a few though, I'm not gonna count them.
-- NUMBER OF KISSES YOU'VE GIVEN: Who the fuck counts?!
-- NUMBER OF DRUGS TAKEN ILLEGALLY: Huh?
-- NUMBER OF PEOPLE I COULD TRUST WITH MY LIFE: 1? maybe 2.
-- NUMBER OF PIERCINGS: None.
-- NUMBER OF TATTOOS: None.
-- NUMBER OF TIMES MY NAME HAS APPEARED IN THE NEWSPAPER?:None in the newspaper but i've been in a magazine and on a website.
-- NUMBER OF SCARS ON MY BODY: Between 5 - 10 i guess. They are all pretty small though.
-- NUMBER OF THINGS IN MY PAST THAT I REGRET: A couple.

----------------FAVORITES---------------

-- SHAMPOO: Umm, i prefer 2 over the others.
-- FAV COLOR: Black, blue, purple sometimes red.
-- DAY/NIGHT: Night.
-- SUMMER/WINTER: Winter.
-- LACE OR SATIN: Depends who's wearing it..
-- FAVE CARTOON CHARACTER: I used to have one.. nothing came to my head dtraight away though so i guess none.
-- FAVE FOOD: Pasta, vegetables etc.
-- FAVE MOVIES: Have a look on my front page.
-- FAVE SPORT: Well things i like to do, Drumming, Skating.
----------------RIGHT NOW------------------

-- WEARING: Pants, boxers, shirt.
-- WIShES I WAS WEARING: This is fine for now. But i wish my hair was a bit diferent.
-- DRINKING: Nothing, but i'm gonna go get something soon.
-- THINKING ABOUT: Nothing much right now.
-- LISTENING TO: The used.

---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS-----------------

-- WORN JEANS: Yups.
-- MET SOMEONE NEW ONLINE: Yeah, one of the most random things that's happened. She lives near me and she's really cool too.
-- DONE LAUNDRY: Nopes.
-- DROVE A CAR: Nopes.
-- TALKED ON THE PHONE: Yups.

---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------

-- YOURSELF: At times, yeah.
-- YOUR FRIENDS: Some of them.
-- SANTA CLAUS: Sadly, no, or i would still be getting presents.
-- TOOTH FAIRY: Sadly, no, or i would still be getting chocolates.
-- DESTINY/FATE: Fairly often.
-- ANGELS: I'm not sure about this one.
-- GHOSTS: I think so..
-- UFOS: Dont know whether i believe or not.
-- GOD: I try to.
--------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------

-- DO YOU EVER WISH YOU HAD ANOTHER NAME?: I used to but not anymore, i like my name
-- DO YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND?: Not at the moment.
-- DO YOU LIKE ANYONE?: Hmm.
-- WHICH ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS ACTS THE MOST LIKE YOU: Darren is pretty similar to me. I don't think anyone acts like me.
-- WHO HAVE YOU KNOWN THE LONGEST OF YOUR FRIENDS?: I dunno.
-- ARE YOU CLOSE TO ANY FAMILY MEMBER?: Yeah, my sister.
-- WHO DO YOU HANG AROUND THE MOST?: Probably myself.
-- WHEN HAVE YOU CRIED THE MOST: I think the last 2 months...
-- WHAT'S THE BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD?: Love, happiness.
-- WORST FEELING?: Heartbreak, when someone makes me really really angry, Frustration.
-- WHAT TIME IS IT NOW?: 13.06


-------------------CURRENT-------------- -----

CURRENT MOOD: Well, one of my sisters friends who i have on msn just told me a really funny stroy about what just happend to her so im in a fairly good mood.
CURRENT MUSIC: Katatonia, Underoath, My Chemical Romance.
CURRENT TASTE: Nothing, i havnt eaten or had anything to druink in a while.
CURRENT HAIR: Long, down to my chin, brown.
CURRENT ANNOYANCE: Stepmother. And her mother actually.
CURRENT SMELL: I just took a shower so like soaps and stuff.
CURRENT THING I OUGHT TO BE DOING: Anything i want.
CURRENT WINDOWS OPEN: All available ones.
CURRENT DESKTOP PICTURE: Blue and black, With a girl on it, actually kinda hard to explain. very dark though.
CURRENT BOOK: None.
CURRENT JOB: Hopefully at on cue soon. I should go there today .


--------------DO I/HAVE I EVER----------------

HAVE A DREAM THAT KEEPS COMING BACK?: Yups.
REMEMBER YOUR FIRST LOVE?: Yups.
STILL LOVE HIM/HER: Sure.
READ THE NEWSPAPER?: If i see one lying around I will probably end up readin it.
BELIEVE IT'S POSSIBLE TO REMAIN FAITHFUL FOREVER?: Yups.
CONSIDER YOURSELF TOLERANT OF OTHERS?: Yes.
CONSIDER LOVE A MISTAKE?: No?
LIKE THE TASTE OF ALCOHOL?: Yups.
HAVE A FAVORITE CANDY?: Sure.
DO WELL IN SCHOOL?: Yups, well above average.
WEAR HATS?: Nopes.
CLOSE FRIENDS?: Yups.
WISH ON STARS?: Yups.
LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?: Yups, if i dont i just change it. When i get bored of it i change it too.
CARE ABOUT LOOKS?: Sometimes.

---------------LOVE AND STUFF----------------

GAY? STRAIGHT? BI? NULL?: Straight.
FIRST CRUSH: Was a long time ago.
EVER BEEN IN A THING CALLED LOVE?: See answer to "-- DO YOU THINK YOU'VE BEEN IN LOVE?:"
DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?: Lust at first sight, and a connection on first interaction. Love takes time.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN "THE ONE?": Different people for differnt times in out lives.

..............ARE YOU A..................
WUSS: Nopes.
DRUGGY: Nopes.
DAYDREAMER: Yups.
FREAK: Maybe.
DORK: To someone i might be.
BITCH/ASSHOLE: I try not to be. If i dont like someone i just dont bother with them.
BRAT: Nope.
SARCASTIC: Yups.
SHY: Yups. Although with some people, i'm not.
TALKATIVE: Yups, not at first though.
ADVENTUROUS: Yups.
JOKER: I have my moments.

................LAST (THANK GOD)...............

LAST BOOK YOU READ: Was a while ago...
LAST MOVIE YOU SAW: I can't remember the name.
LAST THING YOU HAD TO DRINK: Nesquick
LAST TIME YOU SHOWERED: A little while ago.
LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE: My friend, like 5 minutes ago.

Wow this was long, interesting though, better then the other ones ive done.

Well… At home right now with nothing to do because the people that “work” (slackers) at uni are on strike.. how lovely. Yep, registration was last week Monday and I didn’t go cause they were on strike. Lectures were supposed to start today and registration was extended through this week as well but we’ll see. And I havnt even started the registration process.
I’d actually rather be there, its not that bad and im pretty much over arbing around everyday.

And I got my new glasses today. Well I was supposed to get em on Friday but delay delay etc and I ended up getting them today. I think they are a lot better than the ones I had before. I kinda got over those ones and actually hated them but they are gone now
The first comment I hear about them is “They look the same as your old ones.. (and then something about the cost. (I stopped listening)).” Boy do I just love my stepmother.

Hahahaha.

Bitch.

That’s kinda similar to the first comment I got when I cut my hair for the first time since I grew it.
Anyways, I feel really weird now, the optometrist said id feel weird for about 3 days cause I have astigmatism which is being corrected. 3 days is a bit much…
Im supposed to be getting some contacts to check out as well but they have to be ordered and they havnt come yet.

Im also pretty much over not having a phone now either. For a while I couldn’t have been bothered but now I need to use it again. But a new one should be on the way very soon (thanks to my wonderful sister for helping me get it <3 ).
I needed a new one anyways, other one was a bit messed and that sometimes got rather annoying.

I guess I could say more but im done with this for now.
Byes!

great.. my wonderful stepmother just came and pissed me right off

i think very soon im gonna lose my patience with her and freak out.
2 months of this constant bitching at/about me is really pissing me off.
ignoresssssss

1. What's your name??
Sheldon Lotter

2.What's the colour on the pants you're wearing?
Black

3.What are you listening to now?
Underoath - A Boy dressed in Red...Living in Black and White

4.What did you do yesterday?
Woke up around 9. went out for the middle part of the day. came home. rain.. grr. general daily stuff.

5. What was the last thing you ate?
Cadbury Crunchie Chocolate Bar.

6.How's the weather at your place?
I'll ask the widget.
"Partly Cloudy
Feels like 23°C outside

Humidity: 78%
Visibility: 10.0 Kilometers
Wind from Northeast at 21km/h"

7. The last person you spoke with at the phone?
Someone looking for one of the parentals.

8. What's the first thing you're looking on at the opposite sex?
I duno, mybe i don't really "look". it changes from person to person what stands out for me.

9.Do you like the person who tagged you to do this?
Yeah, he's well cool. (and sorry it took me a while to do this)

10.How are you feeling today?
Fucking wierd.

11.Favorite thing to drink (Non alcoholic)?
Water, Tea, Coffee, Fruit Juice.

12.Favorite thing to drink (alocoholic)?
Amstel, Vodka lime & lemonade, Brandy and coke is ok.. , as is Cane and coke, Many types of shooters, too lazy to list though.

13. Favorite sport?
I don't really like sports too much, well team sports.

14.Haircolour?
Brown.

15.Eyecolour?
Brown.

16.Sunrise or Sundecrease?
Sunincrease and Sundecrease are amazing. Depends on my mood and where i am.

17. Brothers or Sisters, and their age?
Fuck. Family's a bit of a mess here. Ok, well my amazing sister is 22, Half brother #1. is 11, Half sister is 6, Half brother #2. is 2, Step Brother is 21, Step sister is 18.

18.Favorite month?
April & May.

19.Favorite food?
Pasta dishes, vegetables, salads n stuff. I'm not a fan of meat, I eat a little but I generally just don't like it.

20.Last film you watched?
Does the Muse DVD count?

21.Favorite day of the week?
They're all the same. But Wednesdays, Fridays and Saturdays are nice.

22.Favorite hobbie?
My skateboard, playing my drums and guitar, drawing, burn

23. Are you to shy to ask somebody out?
I guess it depends on the person.

24.Favorite song (s)?
Jeez this list is gonna be looooooooooonggg, so i'll skip to the next question.

25.Summer or Winter?
Winter.

26.Hugs or Kisses?
Both.

27.Relationship or One-Night-Stands?
Relationship.

28.Chocolate or Vanilla?
Both i guess.

29. How do you live and with who?
I live with my dad, in a house..

30. What kind of books are you reading?
None right now

31.What does your Mouse-pad look like?
No mouse pad..unless my desk counts, then its got a nice dark wood grain to it.

32. Are you in love now?
Don't think so.. but a squishie? maybe..

33. Are you romantic?
Maybe.

34.Would you call youself happy?
Depends when you ask me and who i am with. But lately.. hardly, too much stupid shit happening that doesnt really need to happen.

35. What's the time when you're doing this?
00.20am

36.Who are you going to tag to do this?

This is so similar to the last one so noone gets tagged again. maybe next round.

Actually..

~blisstl